I Cry For You and I Miss You

20 Minutes ago i had a pet.
20 Minutes ago my mom decided to clean my pets cage.
25 minutes ago i saw my pet.
20 Minutes ago my pet escaped from his cage and became dog food.
20 minutes ago i thought about feeding my pet in the morning.
20 Minutes ago i had a pet.
I wish i could take those 20 minutes back so that none of this would have happened to my beloved pet.

To my pet....I will always love you no matter where you are....You'll always be in my heart and i will mourn and cry for you everyday, until the day when i may be happy again. I thank you for the time you spent with me and made me smile. I cry for you now with all of my will. The tears i shed for you are real and only for you. So long my beloved pet...I will always have you in my thoughts....I know it might seem over dramatic to cry for a bird, but i really loved this bird...I had had him since i was 7 yrs old and now i have lost him forever....I hope that he is a better place....There is no one to blame im sure it was his time to go and i hope God takes good care of him until i can take him back one day... In the mean time I only ask for comfort....

Quiero Que Sepas

Quiero que que tu entiendas

sin que yo nada te diga

que has vuelto de otras vidas

a vivir para que aprendas.

Que no te engañen tus ojos cuando mires,

que no te engañe el corazón cuando sientas,

que eres tú quien pone los colores

y eres tú quien fabrica tus dolores.

Que es tu cuerpo apenas una forma

que recubre los entornos de tu alma,

es igual arriba como abajo

y es igual adentro como afuera.

No preguntes nunca nada,

porque ya lo sabes todo;

solo mira, escucha, siente... y calla,

muy adentro está el silencio

donde nunca DIOS te falla.

No juzgues al traidor

ni castigues al ladrón,

ni hagas galas de perdón

ni de ningún otro don.

No le cuentes a ninguno

que la vida no te asombra,

que te alumbra siempre el sol

y es la luna tu sombra.

Aprende que tu tiempo

está contigo y es ahora,

del pasado ya aprendiste

y el futuro no existe.

Si eres blanco no importa,

si eres negro tampoco,

si eres alto también,

que si eres bajo da igual.

Porque eres parte de todo,

eres parte de un plan

y nada haría el arroz

si todo fuera trigal.

Siembra siempre tu esencia,

no pienses en volver;

recogerás sin saber

los frutos de otra cosecha.

Pero no siembres nunca traición

ni abones la vida con dolor,

que matas la esperanza

y frustras la ilusión.

Recibe todos los dolores;

te vinieron a enseñar,

aprende cada lección

para que no te vuelva a tocar.

Pendiente no dejes cuentas

que te tengan que cobrar,

deja que la muerte te sorprenda

sin nadita que sanar.

Pero si llegado el final,

por cosas nuevas te toca regresar,

no te olvides de elegirme,

para volverte a alumbrar

How do you deal with friends and family departing and leaving you behind?

Im undecided about how i feel. I dont know, wether i feel happy or sad, maybe i am sappy. Well why you ask, because i am sad for myself but happy for others. I dont want to be selfish and be like why did you leave and why arent you talking to me anymore, but i realized that everyone has to move on, i have to move on even though i am stuck in a little glass box, just waiting the day when i will be able to escape or when someone will help me out. But anyway, im happy for those who have helped me along the way of my troubles and i am pleased that most are doing fine, i dont know your current state of matter but i can feel it in my heart that you are ok. I am happy for those best friends that i had last year although you all have left me but i can understand the reason of some of you. One of my best friends left to pursue his carrer as a pianist, and although i am sad about him leaving me and not talking to me anymore, i understand that he had to go and i have to move on. I thank him for showing me what real friendship is all about. Although it may seem that him leaving me behind is not considered real friendship but what most dont know is that i encouraged him to go, i supported him all the way, even when he had doubts, i made him see that people here would be fine without him. What he did for us was good and were thankfull. You know i have never had a real bestfriend, who stays a best friend for years, yeah i know thats sad, but i have never met someone who stays my best friend forever. Oh well, i guess friendship comes and goes, but family is always family. Even though sometimes having a best friend would be better than having a family. Just Kidding.

Deception is one thing that i have lived with all my life. I dont know how to move away from that and i dont think i ever will learn to let it go.

The Simplest Test When You Have Faith....Do you have Faith?

The Lords Prayer

Our Father, who are in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name,
Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we
forgive those who
trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us
from evil.
For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory, forever.
Amen.

Next, stop and think and appreciate God's power in your life,
for doing what you know is pleasing to Him.
If you are not ashamed to do this

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before My Father"
If you are not ashamed, send this message...only if you believe.
"Yes, I love my God. He is my fountain of Life and
My Savior. He Keeps me going day and night. Without Him, I am no one. But with Him, I can do everything, Christ is my strength."
This is a simple test.
If you love God and you are not ashamed of
all the great things that He has done for you,
send this to everyone you know.
God loves you and watches over you every day.
If God brings me to it, he will bring me through it.

Im sad today, just like i have been for the past week. Oh well, theres nothin anyone can do about it. Well i have good news, my dirthday is on Sunday 6 of November. Yeah im gettin old i will be 16, but i wont have a party. Im ok with that its not like i actually celebrate my birthday or any other holiday. Well if any of you would like to drop by my house and chill with me a little while, you can. Or if you just want to say somethin' to me like HAPPY BIRTHDAY then call me.. If you want my nunber here it is, 214 942 3729. OH and DONT CALL me if I dont know you.

Smiley Bubbles loves all losers :)